I wonder how many first timers do that grab hold of the door jams and refuse to go? I suppose most of us can relate to back when we were kids the first time on the high dive at the public pool. Did you climb back down the ladder to perhaps the most embarrassment moment in your life? My most horrifying embarrassment was about at the same age. In 3rd grade I was picked to pass out the spelling books and my fly was open the whole time. It was worse to me than Joan Alexander’s puddle of pee under her desk the week before.